Well, almost there…or almost past it all! I’m probably like some others….have gotten gifts for those I love and have struggled most with those I needed to impress.
The cards are sent, no turning back…I said what I said and now I must live the words…..or more truthfully, I’ll act like I am doing so.
I notice I selected the card designs like they were really a cover of me, who I think I must represent to them. I hope I’ve concealed who and what I really am thinking…..and it isn’t about them. It is usually about me…if they are impressed with the card, maybe that’ll hold them for a while, until I think of my next move!
As I re-assemble the year, deep inside I feel like I’ve cheated others by portraying something other than the real me….so I feel like I’ve cheated myself as well.